Beautiful Fighters

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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I'm Sia Yan Ning Menda but prefer to be known as Menda Cleopanda Hamasaki. Fifteen on 29 March 2010. Boonlaysec, 3E5, Studentleadersboard, Venus & ELDDS! (L) I like long bus rides and taking pictures. My hobby is singing, my talent is singing, my interest is singing and my passion is singing. ♥ I love Ayumi Hamasaki! :D
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Saturday, February 6, 2010

If only.

Life simply sucks.

I lost 8 marks for Chinese out of 100 marks as I changed 4 answers from the first section of the paper. If not I could have gotten full marks for the first section and break my target for the year which is 85.
If only,
I did not change my answers, I could have gotten 91 marks.

I did my Mathematics test days before. I counted how much marks I'm confident with. Guess what, only 10 marks out of 30. I've even spoken to Miss Azlina but she thinks that I'm going to pass. Fat hope.
If only,
I never take Pure Sciences, I might end up in different class, I will have a different Mathematics teacher. Life sucks when you suck at a subject already and you just simply cannot understand what the teacher is talking about.

Anyway, I like the design for CCA shirt! :)
Especially the front logo. It's so damn cool when Miss Lim commented that it's scary.
I want white for CCA shirt! (Winks)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Worst moments.

(I'm jealous.)

Only Chindi, Jiamin and Ray knows the reason behind this. I had to lie to Miss Azlina cause I don't want her to worry because,
I lost a good friend and I cried this morning.
I felt so uber jealous when that person talked to the others, but not me.
I used to be damn close with the person.
Okay, drop that subject.

The "Language Cultural Exchange Programme" was actually Hazimah's sweet 15. And she was totally fooled by me for a week! So uber awesome eh, :D. I hope she enjoyed our surprise!

People who made my smile today!
Chindi, Jiamin, Ray, Hazri, Wayne, Joan, Peixian, Tammy, Fadil, Fadhilah, Aishah, Hazimah, Yiutung, Syiqin, Eya, Livia, Mifdhal and Sadiq.
(Of course, those who went for "Language Cultural Exchange Programme!)

I really need to smile.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Break far far away.

I guess that I've left my blog all alone in the internet, focusing on my homework.
I'm sorry to you, blog.

Okay. Here's the deal.
Mdm Loo told my chinese class that if we can score well for the upcoming test and our normal school work, she's going to consider to let anyone take Chinese O Levels this year.
Sweet deal baby.

Take Chinese O Levels this year = May get A1 distinction = No chinese lessons for 1year to 1 and a half year.
I'm going to work hard for that and see how the others struggle for Chinese. (Evil laughs)
Okay kidding ._.

Anyway...
The "Language Cultural Exchange Programme" is tmr!
Who's with me? :)
(ONLY IF YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I hate this feeling.

Cheerup, Jiamin, my dearest bestie. I believe that this thing will come to an end. I also don't want to see it happen.

I know it is tough to accept the fact. But since it happened, let's face it together.
This nightmare will be over someday. I hope it will.
If it really don't, it's okay.

You have me (:

Let's smile and face it together.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Nobody but you.

Secondary 3 life seems better then previous due to free periods and for the fact that I do not have to take any subjects that I'm weak on.

How I wish that the school offered super-basic-mathematics.

My day was great as I had Jiamin, Hazwan, Weihong, Hazri & Hazimah to join me in my Wednesday afternoon study programme. We were basically talking about the past of course. But somehow, our future, too.

Weihong was asking whether which JC/Polytechnic we want to go to. I wanted to go for JC and take A Levels but I think I'll fail my general paper. So I guess that it's just Polytechnic for me.
Both Weihong and Hazwan keep talking about the school they want to go to - Republic Polytechnic. And Weihong keep saying things like "Hazwan I will go stay at your house when we go study at Republic." without him agreeing, hah!

I feel so sad for the fact that (something bad happened).

Monday, January 18, 2010

Great minds think alike.

This is for my close friends. Thank you for your sacrifices.
I love you people, :D.

I shall only blog about House Practise since Mifdhal and Sadiq were the ones that really made my day after the whole chunk of shouting. I mean, they ended my day well.
But that does not mean that the others did not made my day well, aite? :)

Got quite irritated with some Secondary 1 guys as they refuse to run and kept demanding on lesser jogging. And I kept shouting, "I don't want to see anyone walking!" in a freaking fierce manner, which leads me to have a bad sore throat.

After the whole event, got our free packet drinks as usual (yay!). Then told Mifdhal about (something), :D. That (something) was a good news to Sadiq. And Sadiq commented badly about it (wahaha!).

Menda: Eh Mifdhal I want to tell you something.
(Sadiq looking at the both of us in an *ahem* way)
Sadiq: What you both talking uh?! Why never tell me?! (Shows sad face)
Menda: Nothing, :D.
(Menda continues to whisper to Mifdhal about (something).)
Mifdhal: Ohmygod? Serious?!
Sadiq: What lar, tell me leh!
Menda: Next time then tell you.
Mifdhal: To him might be a good news leh.
Menda: Ya hor.
Mifdhal & Menda to Sadiq: (SOMETHING).
Sadiq: Serious?! She uh, only know how to change. She so young only, keep changing. School is about studying, not (something!) We are men already.
Mifdhal: Men?! Young men lar.
Menda: Young?! O_O

Next conversation.
At the school gate, on the way home, random talk.
Sadiq: I hope Mr. Namdi don't come tomorrow.
(Great minds think alike, :D)
Menda: I also don't want Mr. Namdi to come cause I don't want to run! (No offence.)
Sadiq: After NAPFA can relax already. You know why?! Cause only play game marh.
Menda: To me still very stress, -__-
Mifdhal: Lucky my PE teacher is Mrs. Liew.
Menda: Why?! Why is mine Mr. Namdi?! T___T

Slowly, we passed the zebra-crossing, and went to the stairs.
Sadiq: Bye.
Menda: Bye.
Sadiq: Bye Sia Yan Ning Menda.
Menda: Don't say my full name!

(Faris get well soon, :D)

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Beautiful angel.

あいさつ, 私は今とても幸福であると感じます! (:

I say "Hello" on behalf of:
Beloved Team ELDDS.

Did I forget to mention that it is CCA open house?! Yes, it is indeed CCA open house today, ohh-la-la. Though there were not enough flyers AGAIN (I told Miss Lim to print 100 copies of 2 but she went to print only 70 -.-) but most of the things went well, :D.

First, I want to introduce my role.
I acted as Humpty's Father (wahaha) but looked like a woman (cause I'm one!) And of course, after all the Kaleidorama and Student Leader Camp post-effects, I've decided to put on make up! Those who've seen me this morning should have saw my make-up. To those who did not, here's a preview to those who've missed it!

Before and after:
How beautiful (lol). I call it, the Mendanishing effect.

I got prepared by 9am but Miss Lim saids that the whole touring will only start at 11am (what?!) and I decided to went around with Rafiqah, Joanne, Rashiqah, Cassandra, Yixuan and Aiman around the school.

With my Mendanishing effect, of course.
And Aiman's make-up, too.

I walked around, firstly to find Jiamin (like duh) at Cross Country booth and she was laughing at me (boo!). Bad Jiamin! >:( Even Andy too! I hate you people, >:).

Then I went around, I scared Razeenah (ohh-la-la!)
I went round asking, "Who want to take picture with me?!".
And here comes my fans.
I think I do look better than Aiman (of course!), :)

Was very surprised that a lot of Secondary Ones are interested to join my big family of ELDDS. Please put first choice people! And join in for the fun.
Anyway, thank you everyone for your effort, when we only rehearse everything only yesterday, -__-.

A last minute play, but it succeeded.
Goodjob everyone, (Y).

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile I'm Sia Yan Ning Menda but prefer to be known as Menda Cleopanda Hamasaki. Fifteen on 29 March 2010. Boonlaysec, 3E5, Studentleadersboard, Venus & ELDDS! (L) I like long bus rides and taking pictures. My hobby is singing, my talent is singing, my interest is singing and my passion is singing. ♥ I love Ayumi Hamasaki! :D Twitter! Tagboard Click! Lovable AmatHazriBieber Benjamin Cheryl EyaSmotes FadilDegil Farhana FirmanYTC JoanNerrisa Livia Peixian Ruoxin Tammy WayneCarterHenrie Yunqian 2E5 - For the winners. We are not dead! Linkages Aiman Haikal Angela Chindi Miz Valenquez Dhacha Estelle Joanne Ray Siewmay Xiumei Adila Aisha Angeline Annli Bernard Caiwen Caroline Cheeyong CherylHo Clarie Crystal Cynthia Eric Fadmidha Fiona Firdhaus Gina Hidayu Hilary Hsiehyang Jasmin Jamie Janet Jeanette Jinmei JoeyLio JoeyLye Kahman Katherine Leon Mifdhal Mooxin Nasimah Peggy Rafiqah Raihana Reena Richelle Ronghui Shema Sinyee Shimin Suhailah Susy Syaqila Weiyan Victor Xiaorui Xuankai Yingsian Yixuan Zowell Zuriana Archives August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010	Saturday, February 6, 2010 If only. Life simply sucks. I lost 8 marks for Chinese out of 100 marks as I changed 4 answers from the first section of the paper. If not I could have gotten full marks for the first section and break my target for the year which is 85. If only, I did not change my answers, I could have gotten 91 marks. I did my Mathematics test days before. I counted how much marks I'm confident with. Guess what, only 10 marks out of 30. I've even spoken to Miss Azlina but she thinks that I'm going to pass. Fat hope. If only, I never take Pure Sciences, I might end up in different class, I will have a different Mathematics teacher. Life sucks when you suck at a subject already and you just simply cannot understand what the teacher is talking about. Anyway, I like the design for CCA shirt! :) Especially the front logo. It's so damn cool when Miss Lim commented that it's scary. I want white for CCA shirt! (Winks) Thursday, January 28, 2010 Worst moments. (I'm jealous.) Only Chindi, Jiamin and Ray knows the reason behind this. I had to lie to Miss Azlina cause I don't want her to worry because, I lost a good friend and I cried this morning. I felt so uber jealous when that person talked to the others, but not me. I used to be damn close with the person. Okay, drop that subject. The "Language Cultural Exchange Programme" was actually Hazimah's sweet 15. And she was totally fooled by me for a week! So uber awesome eh, :D. I hope she enjoyed our surprise! People who made my smile today! Chindi, Jiamin, Ray, Hazri, Wayne, Joan, Peixian, Tammy, Fadil, Fadhilah, Aishah, Hazimah, Yiutung, Syiqin, Eya, Livia, Mifdhal and Sadiq. (Of course, those who went for "Language Cultural Exchange Programme!) I really need to smile. Wednesday, January 27, 2010 Break far far away. I guess that I've left my blog all alone in the internet, focusing on my homework. I'm sorry to you, blog. Okay. Here's the deal. Mdm Loo told my chinese class that if we can score well for the upcoming test and our normal school work, she's going to consider to let anyone take Chinese O Levels this year. Sweet deal baby. Take Chinese O Levels this year = May get A1 distinction = No chinese lessons for 1year to 1 and a half year. I'm going to work hard for that and see how the others struggle for Chinese. (Evil laughs) Okay kidding ._. Anyway... The "Language Cultural Exchange Programme" is tmr! Who's with me? :) (ONLY IF YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!) Thursday, January 21, 2010 I hate this feeling. Cheerup, Jiamin, my dearest bestie. I believe that this thing will come to an end. I also don't want to see it happen. I know it is tough to accept the fact. But since it happened, let's face it together. This nightmare will be over someday. I hope it will. If it really don't, it's okay. You have me (: Let's smile and face it together. Wednesday, January 20, 2010 Nobody but you. Secondary 3 life seems better then previous due to free periods and for the fact that I do not have to take any subjects that I'm weak on. How I wish that the school offered super-basic-mathematics. My day was great as I had Jiamin, Hazwan, Weihong, Hazri & Hazimah to join me in my Wednesday afternoon study programme. We were basically talking about the past of course. But somehow, our future, too. Weihong was asking whether which JC/Polytechnic we want to go to. I wanted to go for JC and take A Levels but I think I'll fail my general paper. So I guess that it's just Polytechnic for me. Both Weihong and Hazwan keep talking about the school they want to go to - Republic Polytechnic. And Weihong keep saying things like "Hazwan I will go stay at your house when we go study at Republic." without him agreeing, hah! I feel so sad for the fact that (something bad happened). Monday, January 18, 2010 Great minds think alike. This is for my close friends. Thank you for your sacrifices. I love you people, :D. I shall only blog about House Practise since Mifdhal and Sadiq were the ones that really made my day after the whole chunk of shouting. I mean, they ended my day well. But that does not mean that the others did not made my day well, aite? :) Got quite irritated with some Secondary 1 guys as they refuse to run and kept demanding on lesser jogging. And I kept shouting, "I don't want to see anyone walking!" in a freaking fierce manner, which leads me to have a bad sore throat. After the whole event, got our free packet drinks as usual (yay!). Then told Mifdhal about (something), :D. That (something) was a good news to Sadiq. And Sadiq commented badly about it (wahaha!). Menda: Eh Mifdhal I want to tell you something. (Sadiq looking at the both of us in an ahem way) Sadiq: What you both talking uh?! Why never tell me?! (Shows sad face) Menda: Nothing, :D. (Menda continues to whisper to Mifdhal about (something).) Mifdhal: Ohmygod? Serious?! Sadiq: What lar, tell me leh! Menda: Next time then tell you. Mifdhal: To him might be a good news leh. Menda: Ya hor. Mifdhal & Menda to Sadiq: (SOMETHING). Sadiq: Serious?! She uh, only know how to change. She so young only, keep changing. School is about studying, not (something!) We are men already. Mifdhal: Men?! Young men lar. Menda: Young?! O_O Next conversation. At the school gate, on the way home, random talk. Sadiq: I hope Mr. Namdi don't come tomorrow. (Great minds think alike, :D) Menda: I also don't want Mr. Namdi to come cause I don't want to run! (No offence.) Sadiq: After NAPFA can relax already. You know why?! Cause only play game marh. Menda: To me still very stress, -__- Mifdhal: Lucky my PE teacher is Mrs. Liew. Menda: Why?! Why is mine Mr. Namdi?! T___T Slowly, we passed the zebra-crossing, and went to the stairs. Sadiq: Bye. Menda: Bye. Sadiq: Bye Sia Yan Ning Menda. Menda: Don't say my full name! (Faris get well soon, :D) Saturday, January 16, 2010 Beautiful angel. あいさつ, 私は今とても幸福であると感じます! (: I say "Hello" on behalf of: Beloved Team ELDDS. Did I forget to mention that it is CCA open house?! Yes, it is indeed CCA open house today, ohh-la-la. Though there were not enough flyers AGAIN (I told Miss Lim to print 100 copies of 2 but she went to print only 70 -.-) but most of the things went well, :D. First, I want to introduce my role. I acted as Humpty's Father (wahaha) but looked like a woman (cause I'm one!) And of course, after all the Kaleidorama and Student Leader Camp post-effects, I've decided to put on make up! Those who've seen me this morning should have saw my make-up. To those who did not, here's a preview to those who've missed it! Before and after: How beautiful (lol). I call it, the Mendanishing effect. I got prepared by 9am but Miss Lim saids that the whole touring will only start at 11am (what?!) and I decided to went around with Rafiqah, Joanne, Rashiqah, Cassandra, Yixuan and Aiman around the school. With my Mendanishing effect, of course. And Aiman's make-up, too. I walked around, firstly to find Jiamin (like duh) at Cross Country booth and she was laughing at me (boo!). Bad Jiamin! >:( Even Andy too! I hate you people, >:). Then I went around, I scared Razeenah (ohh-la-la!) I went round asking, "Who want to take picture with me?!". And here comes my fans. I think I do look better than Aiman (of course!), :) Was very surprised that a lot of Secondary Ones are interested to join my big family of ELDDS. Please put first choice people! And join in for the fun. Anyway, thank you everyone for your effort, when we only rehearse everything only yesterday, -__-. A last minute play, but it succeeded. Goodjob everyone, (Y).
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay